Yesterday I got a call from the company, Kangaroo English Program in
which I sent my application. The officer asked me to come to the office
because he would do some tests and interview. I was not really excited
but I was happy and grateful because it means my application was still
good. Actually, I have not been teaching for 3 years. The last is in the
Primagama. So I need motivation and experiences to improve my teaching
skill.
This afternoon, I went there to do the tests. The tests consisted of
writing test, micro-teaching test, and interview. I could handle the
tests well, but I know my teaching skill needs to be improved. I still
have few experiences of teaching. Furthermore, I always had a
complicated mind if the interview was being done. The interviewer's
questions made me had to think over and over when he asked me about a
commitment. I could not really give my commitment. It was so hard to say
with confident statement that I could accept the requirements. Even
tough I said "Yes, I can" something always distrupted my mind that said
"Can I really responsible with the commitment? I think I can't"
But, in the end, I said that I could accept that. It means If I am
accepted, I should give my degree certificate as a guarantee. In
addition, I am thinking about my application that I have submitted in
Bosowa International School Makassar. What if my application to BISM is
accepted, although I am not really confident that the company will
accept me. I am just worry. How should I handle both of them if I get
accepted by the two companies. Which one should I choose?
In my deepest heart I just want to continue my study. I really want to
be a postgraduate student soon. I hope Allah shows me the best. I can
continue working and have a chance to continue my master degree. God
willing.
Makassar, January 21 2014
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